it's throwback time. so i think i'm going to start using this antiquated monster we call livejournal again.

well the truth has come out i'm not dead. huh? who would've thought?

I FUCKING LOVE ALKALINE TRIO!!!<3<3<3<3

have you ever met someone who lies so much that you don't know if they actually believe they're lying?

well apparently i'm not good enough for anyone. it would figure that thats what would happen.

sometimes i just want to shoot myself in the face, but you wouldn't even give me the gun to do it would you.

so today my mom got a call from nj saying that someone in her family died. She called and the lady acted like she didn't know anything about it. So she went to the cops and the lady said one of her friends must have prank called. The lady the cops talked to was the lady that left the message and she asked for my mom by name. she also left her name ( Read more... )

So yesterday was horrible despite having a shitty day I made it worse by dropping my phone in water so now it doesn't work. Yes! Can anything else go wrong. I found that when I'm with my friends it helps me forget but then I end up home alone again. It's very odd I don't know why this is bothering me so much. I didn't think it would and I thought ( Read more... )

It's funny how so much stuff can go wrong in so little time. I feel like my life is falling apart.

sometimes I wonder why I even bother.