i am being ripped to shreds emotionally. why do i stay around for this.
well... because i love him. because i love him? i love him. I love him?
do i

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I really don't even know without looking the last time I wrote in this. Life is alright. I don't work at the Death Kamp.. aka Park west anymore. But I have an interview tomorrow at an art gallery in Grosse Point. I am quite excited. Uhh, Marie is back. I was excited, but things oviously won't ever be the same and that sucks alot. Things with the ( Read more... )

So I haven't used this bullshti in a while now. and I guess for good reason ( Read more... )

I mean it’s really nice to be working full time and to have a job. But in the same sense I feel really, really alone right now. The past two nights no one has called me, not even to talk, nonetheless hang out. It’s kinda shitty, and it’s not like I have that one person to be excited about anymore.. go figure. I am hoping good luck is going to be in ( Read more... )

actually to edit my last entry. I shouldn't even be upset over this... just the fact ofit all pisses me off. But you know what.. I am not going to say anything mean, or act like an ass over this. All I have to say is good luck with that. hgahahahahahaha.

i knew it. is all i can say. good call. hahaha fuck that shit. Im over. and over a lot of other things too.

sweet M.c if I say so myself.. well if that's what it was. dude..i fucking suck.

yay,got cute new clothes with my causasian persuasian lover.hahaha BALLIN!

man, yesterday was such a long day. The interview at the Art gallery went quite well and I actually hope I get this job. Very very excited. Then of course, on my way home. my brand fucking new tire went flat.. well not flat completely shredded off of the frame. so I was stuck at 12 and telegraph for aout an hour until my mom picked me up. Then she ( Read more... )