i haven't updated in a long time. shame on me! the only reason i really use livejournal anymore is to read rachel's lj, but i don't even comment because i suck. so. hmph ( Read more... )

i want to purge but i can't ( Read more... )

i made the counseling appointment! :)

i hope counseling helps.. =/

indeedy. it's 4:23am and i'm wide awake. i have to be up for class in 2 and a half hours. i HAVE to be up. we're reviewing for an exam i HAVE to get an A on. so.... yeeea....

this weekend really did a number on my sleeping schedule. i shouldn't be awake.

i want to sleeeeep.

tomorrow's going to be a tad stressful.

wakeup.
shower and whatnot.
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i think i'm ruining things for rachel and daniel. i'm a bad friend and i do impulsive things. i'm so ashamed of myself. i don't know why i have no self control. i'm crazy and immature and stupid and embarrassing ( Read more... )

i've come back after being sucked down by myspace.

i'm making my rounds, just like the old days.
it feels nice.

life has been busy and crazy. holy shit. and somehow, i'm still the same. younger if anything. it's funny how that works.

so, i've been updating my myspace blog, but all my blogs there suck. i miss just writing. i've lost a lot of myself.

i need to write more.

anyway, here is an update after not touching this thing forever.

wow..

i'm bored/not feeling so well..
sooo...

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i should have been in bed 2 hours ago. fuck me ( Read more... )

couldn't dance today worth a crap ( Read more... )