u know when u do something so incredibly stupid and u knwo it was stupid to do that it almost haunts u. well ive been like that for almost a month and i just want u to know, if u read this, that i am truely sorry for what i have done and i hope we can be friends someday in the future.

ok i feel kinda better

i dont even know why i cry sometimes. lately its been an every night occurance and thats how i fall asleep. i guess a lot of things have just been on my mind lately that i really dont know. its not like me to cry so much so often, but once they start, they dont stop ( Read more... )

so this weekend was abbys birthday party at her place. so much fun let me tell u.i went over there early because i was bored here, so me and abby got ready and then i wekt and got some beers ( Read more... )

my back is killing me so bad right now. im making an argument with matt about me getting him and pj something for saving me while my car was dead on the side of 96. yea so last night was rather recockulous, my car dies, they come to save me, finally get it into meijer parking lot, go to pjs house, almost die becasue of ben, walk a million miles, ( Read more... )

so its been a real long time since ive last updated ( Read more... )

so lets see where should i begin. this past week was my "summer vacation" from school. i was going to go home for a couple days over the 4th, but lucas bribed me with fireworks if i stayed. so i did. we went to the south haven fireworks on saturday night. we watched them from this bar called the idler, its a boat that used to be a boat and is ( Read more... )

so sometimes i say things that get me in trouble.... and now it seems me going to florida is getting me in trouble as well. i really dont understand guys sometimes.
oh yeah... i did miss not seeing u this week... but i guess that doesnt matter now does it

If you read this,
even if I don't speak to you often,
you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal to see what people remember about you.

so i just got home from work and am all showered up so thats nice. instead of working til 2 today, i only worked to 1130 ( Read more... )

so i know that i posted this before, but i jsut found it and it made me smile.... i lvoe u mikey ( Read more... )