soo my grandparents are coming down tonight for a week. it will be really good to see them, i kinda find it hard though with my granddad. he had a stroke about a year ago and he's not completly all there now. as you would of guessed. repeats himself and forgets alot of things ( Read more... )

i HATE planning ( Read more... )

i want to grab something right now.

like lungs.

and sqeeze all the air out of them.

i just feel the need to grab and hold on tight.

i think i'm more lonely than ever now.

anyone want to give me a hug?

i feel so shit tonight ( Read more... )

for some reason i feel like i'm being taken as a joke sometimes. for everything i do.

to make people happy.

to make people smile.

i don't know why i even bother sometimes.

to the fuckers who've taken everything for granted i ever gave to them. thanks.

i'v just been on the beach with my dad. and he bought me an ice cream. i felt like i was 5 again ( Read more... )

i do actually look ok today. apart from my tummy which looks like i'v put on two pounds overnight. i hate periods. boys should get them. and we should get the voices breaking. so we sound harder. so i can become a geezer and go on eastenders and be mates with dot. haha. i wish ( Read more... )

why do sundays always have to be boring? it's like every where is shut here and the weather is usually always crap. although today was good weather. and i should of gone out in it. BUT it's still cold out. soo that's my excuse ( Read more... )

soo i didn't go to school again. i'm WAY too cool for school anyway. pfft ( Read more... )