scratching myself with things seems the only thing fun at the moment.

today has been fun ( Read more... )

i havn't got a lesson until two today. how gay head is that. i have to go into school for one flamin lesson them come home again ( Read more... )

i'm having a shitty day again. my mum was stressy earlier and told me to get out of her way because she didn't want to shout at me. i dont know why but i just felt like crying so i just walked out of the house ( Read more... )

so i'm back. <3 ( Read more... )

i just got up. had a shower. my hair got cut so it's not so annoying anymore. looks kinda cute. it's only a little shorter but it looks kinda cute ( Read more... )

i feel content with things tonight. i had a talk with jo about friendships and things that have happened to us in the past involving them. it sucks how you can lose a really close friend just like that. over something that can be forgotten. jo makes me realise that you can't always hate someone. he said it's better having friends than enemies. ( Read more... )

i saw the new year through on my own. i tryed convincing myself that i was just fine. but then i don't think i ever am. the only highlight was a phone call from my angel. drunk but making me smile like always. guess whos getting hugs and kisses. youll never guess ( Read more... )

just drinkin a brew. i just watched peter kay, er, again. it's blue alan it's blue. my tummy looks fat. yet i'v lost like half a stone because i'v hardly eaten lately. i got an addiction to always having weetabix for breakfast now. they're so good. like having sex in mornin but it's food ( Read more... )

i did it! i changed the colours on my journal. be proud fuckers. i want a picture as the background though. like one of my own. i don't know how to do that though. if anyone knows can you please tell me 'cause it's annoying me.