wow.. i havent been on in so long! ive decided to start writing im hoping ill get alot of emotions and feelings out and ill feel a little better. For the past three weeks my life has been a living hell. The one person i cared most about died. I loved him very much.. whenever i was with him i never wanted the day to end.. he made me smile.. the ( Read more... )

The last 5 days have been the worste of my life ( Read more... )

yes so last night was fun... i got drunk and hung out with kristen it was her birthday.. happy 18th hunny... today im supposed to hang out with mike... we will see how the day goes. i love you nikki i hope to surgery went ok. omg last night colleen hit me in the eye with her cig omg hurt so bad.

yes so im a very brave girl... i went thro w/ my plan and so did michael.. he got his lip done and i got my boobs. dont let anyone ANYONE tell u it doesnt hurt because it DOES! it is the worst pain i have ever felt in my life. i was driving and this is like hours later and i couldent even wear my seat belt over my chest and i had to put it behind. ( Read more... )

yeah so im a loser i just woke up ha thats like half of the day gone. work was a bitch yesterday didnt get off till like 1:30. today is exciting me and mike both get paid... so im either gonna go get another tattoo or im gonna get my nips peirced and hes gettin his lip peirced so HOTT... um i guess were going back out now i dunno its weird... ah im ( Read more... )

today was great but a little weird.. it was weird cuz mike wasent around im used to spending every second with him..it was my first day off with out him there.. i love the change.. but honestly i miss him lots. ah i hung out with my old buddy michael diehl. i havent hung out with him in soooo long it was alot of fun. i went and saw him new house he ( Read more... )

wow i thought id finally update... i just woke up its 1:35 ha life is great. ah my graduation party is this weekend saturday oh yeah... woo hooo... ah the latest scoop me and michael are broken up.. sad i know ha.. but naw hes still livin with me and everything and he wants to get back together but i told him i need time.. ah work has been goin ( Read more... )

well i gotta go to work soon.. i just finished makin a cd.. so im gonna go to work then watch one tree hill.. ill be back soon

omg hey ( Read more... )

wow! i havent been on in i dont know how long.. it seems like forever ( Read more... )