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Summer
So, summer officially began for me a few days ago. In less then an hour I'll be heading back to Saginaw. It's not where I imagined I'd be for the stretch, but I'm ok with it. For the past two years I have dreaded the summer in Saginaw. But this year it's met with open arms. This year has been the hardest on me thus far, and maybe this is just me ( Read more... ) -
This is your life and its ending one minute at a time
I really can't stand my job anymore. I really wish I didn't need it so badly, or that there were other oppertunities in this dried out town ( Read more... ) -
NYC
I see it in photographs and television screens. Glossy magazine pages and wall-sized movie screens. And why does it bring me to tears every time? I wasn't always sure of what, but I never questioned where. I see so many people failing and I keep telling myself that can't be me. And when she said she couldn't stand it much longer it almost broke my ( Read more... ) -
Just admit you loved it!
So, I'm on kind of a 90's music kick. Ridiculous, I know, but I remember how much I loved those songs then and listening to them now just puts me in a good mood. The problem is that I can't remember the names of a lot of the ones that I liked, or I'm feeling like I've forgotten about some that should probably make there way onto my playlist. So, ( Read more... ) -
ehhh
My dog is gone. And even though its only until May I feel so completely shitty. I'm worried and pissed off and sick to my stomach. It seems so silly and so stupid to love an animal that much, but I've never felt heartbreak quite like this. It aches in such an odd way and its so deep. In some ways, I think that this must be the kind of love that ( Read more... ) -
Just some advice from the future in fashion
I hate when girls wear some variation on goucho pants and they are somehere between gouchos and burmudas and then they try to wear them with knee high boots, but the pants don't overlap the boots, so there is a half inch of skin peeking through between the pants and the boots. Shallow, I know, but ridicilous things like this usually tick me off. I ( Read more... ) -
Blah dee blah blah
I don't really understand how winter can, at times, make you feel so alive and then, at times, make you feel completely shitty. I don't think I'd say I'm either right now, but I am completely stressed. I hate the week before exams even more than exam week. Is it time for Holiday yet? I need this break... -
I was tagged :)
Amanda whore face I've got your Topping right here tagged me so I'll honor her skankified request and do so...also I'm bored ( Read more... ) -
And I swear to God I'll find myself in the end
I definately had a bit of a breakdown last night. It was odd, because it was completely unexpected. I didn't even feel it coming on until I was in it. I've been thinking a lot about this art project that I have to do for my ART126 class and I think it was sort of the culmination of all of that. I can tell that its going to be a deeply personal ( Read more... )