do you guys remember me?

i'm still alive.

5'2.
124 lbs.
3 in HCO.

gross.

mmmm.

i don't write in here anymore.

that's sad.

yeah, i broke the fast. i know better. what the hell was i thinking? you don't lose weight from it. well, you do but as soon as you eat something you gain like two pounds. it's ridic. i ate a pizza thing for lunch [lean cusine] and i'll eat something small for dinner. that way i have some calories in me ( Read more... )

today was 8 months with james. i really do love him so much.

i have decided that i am discusting. well, more like i have realized. i've lost so ,uch weight and i was doing great and now i've gained a lot of it back. going on a major diet starting tomorrow. i'm going to try and fast, though i know that won't work out. whatevs.


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maybe i should start writing in here more, huh.

NO SUMMER SCHOOL FOR MEEEEE!

yessssss. i am so freaking happy i don't think anyone understands. ahhh. oh man, today had a VERY good day. i got my report card [79 average which i suppose is good but i know i will do better next year] and then hung out with joey stace jess brianne and nat. we ordered in sushi [yummmm] and then we drove to austin ( Read more... )

i really don't know what to do with myself anymore. i keep telling myself not to care about stupid little things that really mean nothing but i can't help it. every little thing grows into something huge when it's in my mind. i can't take it ( Read more... )

i am offically giving up on eating.

i haven't written in here for so long. no one reads it so i stoped but i figured i should try to start again that way i can look back on it and see what has happened in my life ( Read more... )