so i've come to find that i always ask questions that i know the answer too and i know that i will be upset. yet, i ask them anyway and then when the answer is the same as what i thought, i just cry. i just don't make much sense. i know i don't, you don't have to tell me, and i'm not trying to take anyone's happiness away. i'm not like that and ( Read more... )

so i've decided that i'm going to start writing in here again. no one writes in xanga anymore so i'll just write here. i'll probably get more comments anyway. i'm going to try to make some new friends on here cause it's pretty cool to get comments ( Read more... )

so i'm applying for this community and it's really cool.
you should apply. okay? okay. :]


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another update within like, 5 minutes.

i guess i should put pictures up since no one really reads this and i do want to put them somewhere because they do deserve to be seen by at least like, 2\3 people. i guess.

( don't let them scare you when you're down. )

so, i've thought about it and i see that you really don't get it all.
[either that or you're doing a good job of ignoring it]
the awaymessages [poems i made], the way i answer you.
how can you not see it?

whatever.
i'm not going to say anything.
you know it fucking kills me.

i t k i l l s m e .please, don't say anything to me ( Read more... )

back on the diet, for the new year.
i've lost 23 lbs.

let's see how many more i can lose.
i don't need your support.
not like you'll give any.

why do i write in here again?

xanga is better.
www.xanga.com/glamorousHEARTWORK
where i actually write shit down.

new screen name: THlS is fashion
copy and paste. the i in this really isn't an i.good-bye

with every passing day, little events happen in my daily life that really show who my true friends are. what i'm about to write really has nothing to do with anyone in perticular, but more towards people as a whole.

yeah, i am going out with a freshman. no, i don't care what you think. what irritates me is the amount of imaturity i have been shown ( Read more... )

( i live to let you shine. )

i don't know why i write in here, no one reads this.

why do i continue to read your live journal?

who knowes.

i have lost 19 pounds.

only 4884679324 to go.

oh. you don't care?

neither do i.

( me. )