well hello LJ i have not been here for a while. LOL well here we go ( Read more... )

well i'm stuck, they cant send me anywhere closer to home without putting me on a huge waiting list, and now HR tell my that my boss won't fill my position cos she wants me back there, wat do i do, i was getting into the job but the scary men put me off a bit, ofcourse i would be sharing wen i went back there and may not even go back to the same ( Read more... )

well i'm home it sucks but i'm gonna be going sum where else i think ( Read more... )

well i´m away now , first day was really lonely and all i wanted to do was come home, but i now have met some ppl and i´m starting to feel a bit better, i´m missing you all like crazy and i want my lewis x x xx i really really do, if it gets no better in e few months i will have to come back to him cos i did not realsie that i loved him that much x ( Read more... )

.............. but why did they all come at once ( Read more... )

well, i'm so happy i could scream and cry and look like a beetroot(you'll know wat i mean lewis) all at the same time lewis proposed i'm gonna die omg omg omg omg omg omg

i don't think i could ver feel any thing this intense ever i love him sosososososososososososososos much

is it wrong to feel strangely upset that some one comes onto your boyfriend ( Read more... )

although lewis advertised my live journal i still have no friends i dnt know how this works i'm kinda just writtin to myself at the moment never mind i'm sure i will be sane one day but until that day comes i'm gonna stay here in my own little world, i'm fine here evry 1 knows me lol ( Read more... )

well lookin out my window and after all the nice weather it looks as if it may rain ( Read more... )

hmmmmm now wat has happened since the last time i wrote, too much ( Read more... )