Yes, you have convinced yourself of this. There are people that you have pushed away, but they are always going to be there waiting...waiting and loving you...they will wait forever. Don't keep them waiting? Stop spending so much time in your head with your thoughts...stop letting them torment you. Write poems, create visual art, music, transfer the pain onto paper, just get it away from you before it does any more serious damage to your life. Tell them about it, everyone has felt pain, not your pain exactly, but they can still relate. Everyone has felt pain. They know, they may even be able to see what you've been hiding (mentally not physically...) and if they can than you don't have to hide anymore. Let them see you, for only then can they help you. Your feelings will return when you convince yourself that you are capable of handling the pain. There is more out there than pain...there is more out there than what you know now...you can have the world. This is all my advice. -Nicole.
yeah that's what i try to do. but somehow, i am always left with emptiness. and i can't figure how to rid it. thank you so much for all your advice, as always =) too good to me xoxo <3liz
sending some love your waysvefngenglumNovember 2 2003, 19:35:45 UTC
Email me when you want to liz, if u have time and need to vent to someone. I'd glady listen to what you have to say. KNow that people do care, and that ur not useless, and that things once they go down, always come up again. Take care
Re: sending some love your wayxxlizziexxNovember 3 2003, 16:05:36 UTC
my expressionless face showed something for a moment when i saw that you had left me a comment. good to know you are still doing well and such. thanks thanks. i will definitely do such that. but it will just be me blabbing on and on. and it wont get anywhere. but i will send oen casue i want you to respond to me, and tell me what has been going on with you!!! <3liz
This is from that entry: "I can't sleep. I am drowning in feelings of being so alone. I need someone to talk to in real life. I need someone to be ME with. I need someone to care about my existence. I need to know someone cares. I need everything I don't have. I need someone who wants to be around me not because they feel sorry for Jason, who has no friends, but because Jason is Jason
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There are people that you have pushed away, but they are always going to be there waiting...waiting and loving you...they will wait forever.
Don't keep them waiting?
Stop spending so much time in your head with your thoughts...stop letting them torment you.
Write poems, create visual art, music, transfer the pain onto paper, just get it away from you
before it does any more serious damage to your life.
Tell them about it, everyone has felt pain, not your pain exactly, but they can still relate.
Everyone has felt pain.
They know, they may even be able to see what you've been hiding (mentally not physically...) and if they can than you don't have to hide anymore.
Let them see you, for only then can they help you.
Your feelings will return when you convince yourself that you are capable of handling the pain.
There is more out there than pain...there is more out there than what you know now...you can have the world.
This is all my advice. -Nicole.
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thank you so much for all your advice, as always =)
too good to me xoxo
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This is from that entry:
"I can't sleep. I am drowning in feelings of being so alone. I need someone to talk to in real life. I need someone to be ME with. I need someone to care about my existence. I need to know someone cares. I need everything I don't have. I need someone who wants to be around me not because they feel sorry for Jason, who has no friends, but because Jason is Jason ( ... )
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