There's something about me that always drives people away. i just started remembering things i have repressed that happened a few years back. i always lose people. i have never had true friends. and i was always left alone in the end. i am confused right now.

Hi there. ::waves::

i feel like the whole world has crashed down upon me.

every aspect of life is just horrible right now.... kill me?

shit, it's past 11 on sunday night... and i haven't started my hw

::breathes:: hopefully i can get this done prior to me having a panic attack

my mother just said she was putting me on medications :/ that fuckig means i have to go and talk to someone and go through all that shit again. i can't take anymore.

even though i have DSL i am turning my computer off....... i can't turn it back on til i am on page 275..... that might be a couple of days..... even though i have to be on page 350 tomorrow :/ no motivation. buhbye guys!

isn't anybody trying to find me? won't somebody come take me home....???

ah i am so sorry guys!!!! i feel so frickin stupid now.. sorry about the last post. i don't know the code for the lj cut.. and i completely forgot about the friends page. i am definitely not with it at all right now. please don't hate me!!!!! <333333333

My personality is rated 34.What is yours?

AP Us History final tomorrow... i will fail that.

Honors English final tomorrow... i will also fail that.