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fuckedup
Maybe I've just learned to hide it so well
that it isn't obvious to anyone but Julia now
but I
need my space
Maybe there are a million things running through my mind
that I just want to forget
but can't
so I wait until they are gone
Maybe you don't understand what kind of person I am
what kind of personality I have
I need independence
I need to be able to ( Read more... ) -
news
so kidding bout that guys...but um...from now on its friends only -
Change
People speak of change all the time. I want this to be different, I want that to be different. But really, what would you do if it were different? Do you honestly think that having different friends, different family, different lifestyle would make all problems go away? No they would still be there, just different. I used to wish that I could start ( Read more... ) -
Peanut Butter and Jelly Time
So I don't think people really understand my love for peanut butter and jelly sanDwiches. Seriously, if I had to pick a last meal it would be peanut butter and jelly, with gummi bears, and I don't know what to drink, probably alcohol so I could get shitfaced, and then a side order of mashed potatoes, and then another side order of Amy Lee...ok I'm ( Read more... ) -
How Do You Say...
How do you tell someone that you can't look into their eyes because of...so many different reasons. Probably none you would think. That the reason you can't look into their eyes is because you are afraid. Afraid of how your heart stops everytime you look in their eyes. Afraid of how you can barely breathe when you look into their eyes. Afraid of ( Read more... ) -
I'm Tired...and Annoyed
Sorry I'm annoying, it happened that way. Pessimistic people make me angry when I'm in a good mood...damn the man as Jake Ryan would say. Parents don't want to kick me out anymore, they want to send me to the valley over the summer to work with my aunt. How fun is that? Damn the man twice. My dad is currently trying to start a fight with me about ( Read more... )
