i forgot about this thing
:]
lame

so yeah... time for an update

yeah so chris and i..
 yeah its over. hes a jerk
and i dont want to be a
part of anything to do with him.

anyways i like someone else.
im not going to say who because...
well... lets just say alot of you are friends
with him.  yeah theres like 2 of you who
read this who are best friends so not going
to happen. lol ( Read more... )

wow its been forever since i wrote in this thing...

well i made the biggest mistake of my life... i did something totally stupid and messed up the best thing i had. yeah im a loser i know and now.. i feel like everything was just ripped away.. and nothing will ever be the same again. i feel like just shooting her in the face. but then again.. she ( Read more... )

live journal has lost its tuch...

who agrees?

mk so this whole entry is dedicated to erin because she told me to update! well lets see last time i did this was my birthday i think? idk its been a month since then and nothing really changed.. umm i'm dating an amazing guy named chris who yeah.. excites me... wow that sounds kinda kinky ;]

but yeah everything else is the same... wow this entry ( Read more... )

so today was my birthday...

and frankly.

it
sucked
the
big
black
one.

mhmm.

mmm..

new school year... new classes.. new people...

ugh.

so first hour and 5th hour would be effin awesome.. but its not because of ppl who "hate" me. oh well.. its not like i will see them 10 years from now. concidering im moving out of state as soooonnnnn as possible.

so yeah i have a crazy family life ed teacher.. and choir teacher. ( Read more... )

12 days!

ok so last entry.. idk what i was thinking when i wrote some of those parts..

so i dont like ANYONE. im ready for school to start to get back into things. people dont understand why i love school so much. well heres the thing.. school is my escape. i use it to get away from everything.. the parents the crazy feelings.. the ex. ugh speaking of he ( Read more... )

so the past couple of days have been really funn but really hard.i had to do somethings i didnt want to but even so it was for the best. and then i did somethings out of boredom which i enjoyed very much! last night autumn and i talked on the phone for 3 hours and 45 minutish and we got so much cleared up.. autumn i want you to know i would never ( Read more... )