untitled makes me cry. like bawl cry. i dont know why... but i cant stop listening to it. heh.

( im so bored )

today.. idk it was ok i guess. my mom woke me up at 7:30 which pissed me off concidering i went to bed at 4. o well we had funn.. i forget where we went but we rode out to some lady's house then went and saw chantell.. it was nice spending time with her. i love my momma.

any who im getting my hair cut tonight... im terrified. blah. i'll post ( Read more... )

( trying to stay hopeful )

k so yesterday i posted this really idk sappy post and today im taking it all back. because it never was my fault. i just said how i felt.. i mean thats what he wanted wasnt it. and i never stopped loving him i just stopped loving him like that. and i never stopped carring either. and now in his journals hes going to start writing a bunch of stuff ( Read more... )

ok so yesterday had to be one of the worst nights i've had in quite a ( Read more... )

( my heart's still beating )

the only thing i hate... is that i cant hate you...

i want you just to know...

I LOVE YOU

( ughers this is long )