I have a serious problem with shopping...just buying things anything frivolous useless things. if I have cash in my pocket ill spend it. I don't have a bank account I max ed out the only credit card I've ever had with only a $200 maximum which I now owe almost $700 I owe Adam money for my phone my dad money for medical car insurance Carolyn money ( Read more... )

ahhh come back to meeeee where did i go wrong bleeeeeeehhehhelka

hmm getting quite sick of the single life

i just saw something that would normally make me really sad..but it made me surprisingly happy. im smiling and slowly l e t t i n g go.............completely.
key word= slowly. but hey first things first.

where did the sunshine go?

fuck this

last night...my favorite people+sex on the beach+the beach+ bong marley+kisses+lisa dancing=the best night

what am I doing. Im getting crazy again.
I will never ever change
gaay

I think today is one of the saddest days Ive had in a really long time. my heart hurts so bad I cant take it and I cant get rid of the lump in my throat (no exagerration..for reals). I guess Ive been in denial, or something because reality has finally hit me really fuckin hard. I hate to be so dramatic but Im going to be going through a major ( Read more... )

well, this week has gone by really really fast. IM happy tomorrow is Friday. I wish I didn't have to work but IM off the schedule this whole weekend so that's good. My body is aching from this step class I took on monday..ya IM stiiill in pain yesterday I literally couldn't walk could walk but It hurt bad too. I haven't gotten any Christmas ( Read more... )

Why cant my friday nights be as good as it was last night. I had the best night last night thanks to Tamara jackie and melis. mmmm got really drunk and stuuuf fun fun times. I had such a good day today No hangover! jen lisa and i went to the olive garden. went jacuzzi-ing in the rain it was cute. ok byeee