one mans trash is another mans treasure...or so they say...but can this ideal really be applied to every day life...i look around me now as i am confined to the corner of mah bedroom with not even a quarter of mah belongings squished away within it...i wonder how i got here?...how i got to this point?...i think ive just had enough of it all...i am ( Read more... )

okie maybe this has only happened to me because im a whore...but have u ever hooked up with or maybe just kicked it with someone and then things just dont work out and they/u fall out of eachothers lives...only to find out later that they stole all ur myspace friends and have tried to work themselves into the lives of people u kno...and steal them ( Read more... )

for what its worth...im not really the one who can say they ever threw something of value away...especially when it comes to good friendships...i think lately over the last year or so ive been robbed of the luxury of good friends...although i do have an abundance of shady friends...i also have a small group of really good friends...but where did ( Read more... )

2 days ago...

for many a time i have wondered...and as i sat in that chair i still wondered...but as i floated away somewhere spacey and the verbal winds came from mah mouth much like waves of an ocean...it ebbs and flows from mah mouth and is finished by someone else...u wonder what can the point in feeling so paranoid about not having any control over ur ( Read more... )

i can look around me now and honestly say where am i and what happened...it feels like this storm passed me by and completely wrecked everything with its high force winds...u think u kno someone but really u dont have a clue...life feels so unfamiliar yet strangely comforting...i guess i can find comfort in that which is unfamiliar...and go with ( Read more... )

so im like sitting here bored...as usual...and having to look forward to one more repetitive day and than its hopefully new car time...anyways i was looking through my old friends (people that i no longer talk to because i came to gods waiting room)...facebook pictures that were posted recently and not so recently...i dunno it just made me sad... ( Read more... )

i wish that i could reveal all mah inner thoughts about u...its been a long ass time hasnt...alot has happened...that crazy ass month of feb...the bad was weaned out by some good...although the good turned out bad this month...but u kno im not too concerned...dont give ur all...it wont work out...im conditioned not to love...this girls voice is ( Read more... )

how could i be so fuckin stupid...like really what made me think...pitty...thats what...im so done with this...the piano riffs...the emotions...the fantasies...its completely donzo...and so few come and go...but theres that one ill always want to kno for the moment...but never will...cheap thrill...cheap drill...something in life must be able to ( Read more... )

life...or what its all about...as the melodonic piano riffs that are keane course through mah body in the earthquake of surround i have created i realize the tru meaning of mah life is to pretty much get hurt or let down by any and everything i come into contact with...its like im a decendent of midus and everything i touch turns to shit...i wont ( Read more... )