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New day, more in debt.
Well Enrique and I had sorted things out. I don't know what it is that we are lacking in our relationship, but it sometimes becomes unbareable. Sometimes I expect a lot of him. Sometimes I wish we had a better way of communicating. I wish sometimes I had the feelings back that I once had. I don't understand why he would hurt me over and over and ( Read more... ) -
So I took a test
Online as far as how I am mentally....It says I may have Depression an Bi-Polar tendencies. Hmm...I'm already on depression meds and they just make me sleep even more than I want so I don't understand it all. I'm just too confused ( Read more... ) -
...I Did it for you Jennifer...
Sounds disgusting doesn't it?? Well, so far, I've had a pretty shitty day. My godmother supposedly bought me this thing for the bathroom to put my supplies in and she "did it for me." My mom supposedly bought me a car 3 years ago and she "did it for me" when in fact she did it for control. So now I am left with nothing.. Disgusting ( Read more... ) -
more confusion
I am watching the rock of love 2 reunion. Hearing that Destiny's dad had passed away has got me thinking. Looking at her family you probably think that they had been around drugs and drinking and all that jazz...the poor man had liver cancer.. However he contracted the disease, Destiny took it well. She looked like she was close to her parents. It ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Where in the World...
I would get a small house in the safest place in the area. Start my own no-kill shelter for animals and homeless housing. The people in the homeless shelter would earn their place by helping out with the animals. Be paid of course, and get the opportunity to get back on their feet. I would spend my time hugging my pets and just trying to get myself ( Read more... ) -
January 30, 2008
Tired of shit all the time. Josie isn't pregnant. Thank god, but she continues to stay with someone and having sex with that person. I am tired of always having to deal with shit all day long. I'm tired of always having to take care of everyone when no one takes care of me. I had this really long talk with God today in the car, obviously things ( Read more... ) -
Who-da Thunk
Never ever in my life had I thought I would be where I am today. Nothing is a bigger disappointment than all the shit that has happened over the last 3 years. From losing my best friend because I wasn't asian enough to arguing with a boyfriend every night before I go to bed. Its totally rediculous. I never thought I would be just a piece of garbage ( Read more... )