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Work...family?
My mom makes it so hard to live and let live. I can't work because she doesn't want me to. Then when i don't work i'm a lazy ass and good for nothing. Darla has been sick and i didn't get to go to see pat benetar either. I an caught between work and fam. -
4th
I thought friends were for real. Guess not. I wish things were the way they used to be. Well i guess not because there were bad times too. Whatever hope everyone has a happy fourth and i hope mine is too -
By phone
I dunno life seems so hard like i wish i knew what i wanted out of this whole thing we call life. Today we went to get Enrique's car but it ended up being too expensive. I dunno. I wish things were better for all of us. I know i complain alot. -
bak to "norm"
Okay so today was a boring day but then it ended up being a really good day :) yep. Lately I have been distant toward Enrique to where I wouldn't let him hug me or kiss me or anything and now I'm back to norm. I dont know what happened but yeah. I feel bad for the way I treated him since I pushed him this morning lmao because I was in a sorta bad ( Read more... ) -
fucking jerks.
I hate how I have to beg for people to stay with me and be with me. Enrique should have thought to just come over and just say hes coming over. but no. needs to go to his cousins party. Doesn't even give a shit about me. Fuck guys. They are all the same. Just because enrique isn't one to ask for sex 24/7 doesn't mean he cant be an asshole. I hate ( Read more... ) -
oh god shoot me now...
Josie is coming home today and this should just be SO PEACHY! *sigh* I dont know if I want her home I'm used to being alone and I dont want her around. I dont want our house egged and I dont want our driveway tagged on and it has been quieter outside. I dont know..if it makes my mom happy that Josie is here, then that should be something.... I'm ( Read more... ) -
throwing in the towel again
Expressing yourself doesn't work now a days. Which is why crime rates are so high. I dont belive in taking ones life, but I can sure see how easy it is to want to just because youre mad at that person. People suck and thats all there is to it. Theres no courtesy. I went with auntie di to her shrink and im in the waiting room waiting for her to come ( Read more... ) -
yeah...so
yeah so the other day I saw a buncha teenagers with babies and stuff and I started to think.... NO I DONT WANT TO HAVE ONE RIGHT NOW but the reason why some of them get knocked up is because they deep down are ignorant or they want some unconditional love that only a baby can give until grow up to be adolescents and say no and i hate you all the ( Read more... )