I am done with the dogs.

Bad neighborhood or not, they have destroyed my house for the last time. I can't deal with them getting into the garbage, on the counter, destroying clothes, doing their business on the carpet...my dogs have never been like this and I won't tolerate Adam's dogs acting this way, and I also won't live in their mess.

Last night ( Read more... )

I've never been this unhappy...I just want to go home.

I'm so mad...I can't go ride tonight because I got too hot today watching Adam play softball at the company picnic plus I have a really bad sunburn, so I'm all nauseous and hot and Mom won't let me. I'm 22 and she is still the boss of me :/

I'm going to go take a nap. If I magically recuperate maybe she'll let me when it's cool.

I wish it would hurry up and get cool tonight...I've got horses to work. I need to ride either Maxz or Elliott tonight, and Nicole and I are riding tomorrow night so I'll take out the other then.

I miss hanging out with Nicole...we don't get around to it much but she's the only one of my friends who knows about being a cowboy and who loves the ( Read more... )

So we were thinking about giving away the two big dogs, by after tonight there is no way they're going anywhere.

The entire time I was at the new house some creep was walking back and forth in front of and by the side of the house down the alley...then after a while he started whistling and walking really slowly, staring in the windows and stopping ( Read more... )

It doesn't feel like we're ever going to get moved.

We filled the horse trailer up with furniture today and got all the big stuff minus the headboard for the bed and the armoire, which we'll get on Friday. I'm going to get a second hand dresser Friday as well...I found a really nice one for $55 at the Youth Ranch in Gooding. We didn't get anything ( Read more... )

Adam and I just got our rental application approved for the freaking cutest little house ever...we get the keys on Saturday. Our relationship is starting to get back on solid ground, our finances are in order, and things are going amazing as far as all that goes. Except we'll be living in town. We can have all of our doggies, but I'll miss being ( Read more... )

I've decided to forgive Adam. Not an easy decision, and I'm just too tired of thinking about it all to go into it, but never went as far as cheating and I'm giving him another chance, but only one. And without the car, since I still have some shred of dignity.

I made him a deal though. In a couple of months when I'm ready to buy one on my own, I'll ( Read more... )

Maybe the reason for Adam's sudden change of mood and behavior is the naked pictures his "friends" have been e-mailing him and the subscription to the Internet dating site.

Hmm.

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Adam was complaining about having to copy all of his contacts into his new phone by hand and I was like, big deal...it's not that hard. Apparently though, I have a piddly number of people in my phone. Not even 20. Apparently he has over 70. And here I thought I had friends, haha.

Auditions to get on the floor next week...I may die from the nerves.

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