Sitting in doctors' offices give me the creeps...I can feel myself getting sick.

I worked Elliot last night and managed to walk and trot both ways in a relatively calm manner, and do lots of circles with a minimum of rearing and fussage. She only threw one big hissy fit...she jerked her head down and struck with her front feet and ended up jerking ( Read more... )

Last night Celeste and I went and had dinner with Tilden and Jessy when they stopped through on their way to Bremerton. They had to get to Pendleton before late so I only got to see Jessy for about an hour and a half so it was alright. Apparently though, it was a date and I wasn't aware until he told me it was a date, so that was a pleasant ( Read more... )

Adam and I are okay again. Not together, but okay.

Except he's moving to Memphis.

My heart hurts.

and holy crap Jessy wants to see me Tuesday on his way through town. Tilden's going to be there too, so it'll be fun. It's NOT a date, but it will definitely be a good thing.

Everything's going to be fine.

Adam and I are done...for good. Things got super super ugly last night, and I can't live my life like that anymore. He made me believe that I wasn't worth anything without him...I know that's not true.

Don't want to talk about it all now though...want to sleep.

I'm making some changes in my life.

I'm done with being unhappy and crying all the time. Things are going to get better, or be eliminated from my life.

I'm so glad Hank's finally coming home with me. I went in today and got him a new harness...it's sage green leather with bling. I also got him and Gizmo both new tags.

I had the best day relaxing at g-ma's house today. Got some laundry done, took a nap...was awesome. Adam and I are going to watch G.I Joe and then settling in tonight and watching my ( Read more... )

One of the things that I hate about living with Adam is that I get so damn lonely. When he's awake it's good, but when he's sleeping or I'm here alone, I get a little worried because of the neighborhood and just plain lonesome. I went on a little bit of a bawling fit earlier, so I called momma and talked to her for a while until I felt better, then ( Read more... )

I won't be getting any sleep tonight before work...I took too many long naps today. I took a bath and read for a while, and now I'm trying to relax so I won't be dead on my feet tonight. But we got paid today and paid all the bills except rent, and I cleaned the house and washed dishes so that takes a whole lot of stress off of me.

My birthday was ( Read more... )