please take these hands
throw them in the river
wash away the things they never held
please take these hands
throw me in the river dont let me drown
before the workday ends

so went to the mall again with my mom

went to american eagle

trying to find a pair of jeans

yah i found them

but my fatt ass didnt want to fit in them

god i want another body!

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well what a day,

so me and matt decided to go to the mall

we got here

went to hot topic

found an atreyu poster

and gave all my change just for it!

next we walked around from 1-6 and found ashley

with her mom

then we went to bath and body works, to find a mashed potatoe candle YUCK......and we wanted to ask if it came with a body wash lol.

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well today i think im going to the mall with matt and ashley at around 3 hmm ok gotta get ready.

i had a dream about someone today,and it scared me alot.

i hope this person doesnt hurt himself :o

so tomorrow is all for chelsea! i guess i need to talk to her. i do need to talk to her. about alot of stuff.

add chocolate and ill come over!

I held you tight like an empty bottle...
But the glass broke
(and the poison spilled out of your mouth)
Hello? Hello? Is anybody there?
The house turned black and sat in silence
(while a mockingbird sang)
lalalalalala, listen to yourself
go on and on, as if you spoke to someone else.

today feels like shit. i feel the same way.

( I'm not answering the phone -- let it ring )

im so torn right now.

i guess your not meant for me

no one is .

but im not alone

ill fake a smile once in a while.

just for you.

( im not alone yet )

god its turkey day and i didnt even eat any of it...( i had ham instead cause turkey makes me sleepy :( )hmm anyway im thankful for my friends you mean alot to me guys....i seriously need a bigger amp....:( ( i know that was random)  hah i hope you all had a good THANKSGIVING and all!~

aww yay i ve got a new journal all thanks to mandy i love you! i just have to fix somethings and im good !

for the few is fucking awesome!

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i want to help this one person.
but i dont think i can.
cause theyre just like me.