for all of those who are scanning my LJ i love you! and i made a good decision today but im kinda sad now
i hope that everythings ok tho

god im so tired
so scared
i dont know what to do
i have headaches all the time
and i feel like going to bed and never waking up
i wish this week was over
i wish someone would let me breathe

bleed one more time for me.....im so emo......even devin said "goodbye dear emo girlfriend i love you" i was a bit more happier but not satisfied....and how i miss john!

partyfest was awesome.......i went with ashley <3 i love her! hehe so there were alot of band there ADORAH, my friends band, umm then there was A second too late that was awesome.....( i want to rape a few of the band members) like their lead guitarist (droools) lol anyway emo/hardcore kids are fun....hehe umm there ware other band there, THE ( Read more... )

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omfg steve s. is so fucking sick i cant believe i went out with him before.......god ewww *slaps self*

should i unblock him? or do u wanna know what he said first? i think its about TIME to move on!

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so last night i went to this awesome show.........taking back sunday, atreyu (muah) and funeral for a friend

i was so hiper until i found out i had to stand in line outside in the cold for an  hour to get in...........then i got frisked......hehe

so the first band,was a local band called the varsity they opened up for funeral for a friend, which is ( Read more... )

wow today was tiring
went to the mall with my mom
at 3 got back at 7
bought pants that are really awesome and a dress shirt which is more awesome
tomorrow atreyu concert
i need an extra person with $23 in their wallet
tomorrow inventory with chelsea
yay
later

-got a jones fortune

your going to be proud of someone close to you....better be steve

well today was tiering
chemistry was easier
went to mangolian barbequ with devin and steve
ate alot of food
i mean ate tons
got dessurt
split it with steve
on the way home,
almost puked,
almost got hit by a car,
almost puked again
i hate food
for now
inventory sunday
8 am
got to get some
some sleep
that about it
the used is awesome
used.