....that this kinda a rant.
No one really reads this anyway,
so it doesn't matter.

I'm frustrated and hate a lot of things, and some may have seen that I was upset by what my away was earlier tonight. The thing is, I hate myself, EVERYTHING about myself. I told myself I would NEVER be anorexic again.....but it looks like I should have gone to a ( Read more... )

Okay, so just wanted to say....sorry about not updating a lot lately.
I've been working open to close at work every day, six days a week.
Thankfully I've had three days off this week.
Thank you, mom, for that!! x3
Yes, I work for my family's restaurant. 
It only sucks cuz I don't actually get paid much yet.
Oh well, it's actually quite fun sometimes.

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Okay, so I'm really happy right now.
Most of my posts on here are angry rants.
This one, however, is a happy post.

Now, why am I happier than ever?
Because I'm sleeping over at my biffle Yoji's house this weekend. x3
I ish sleeping over at her house tonight and we are going to the gay 
pride parade together. I can't friggin wait for that!!

Gay Pride ( Read more... )

So, it seems like my LJ has become my little place to rant.
Doesn't matter really, seeing as no one probably reads this.
Plus, it's my journal...so whatever.

Now, what is bothering me?
Where would you like me to begin?
I fucking hate popularity.
I hate people who let it change them.
I hate what it makes them.
My 'friend' just became somewhat popular with ( Read more... )

Okay, so I'm in a good mood.
Not quite sure why.
I'm soo confused.
It's killing me.
I have so much homework.
That's killing me too.
Yet I'm still happy
and aim to win attitude right now.
It's quite interesting.
Maybe because I'm realizing a lot of things that make me sad,
but even more things that make me happy. -daydreams again- =]

Anyways, back to my rants.
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Yay!! I survived the weekend of studying for finals.
That was a shocker.
I almost died when people bragged that they went to Old Port Festival.
Whatever though.
There is always next year.
Plus, the bands WILL be back.
The only thing that bothered me about it was that
I could have seen one of my close friends there.
We haven't seen each other in 2 ( Read more... )

So it seems a lot of things are bugging me and others lately.
It's getting quite frustrating.
Don't get me wrong...I'm  loving my life, glad school's over, etc.
But, people just make me scream.
Privacy seems to be a major issue.
Sure, everyone wants their privacy....I don't care.
But don't put things in public if you don't want others to know and ( Read more... )

So, I had a major breakdown this morning when getting ready for school.
Then I had another tiny one when I got to school, unfortunately.
(I hate crying in front of people. Dx )
Most of you know my mom and I had a huge fight last night.
My brother got her pissed off, and who got the blame...? Me, as usual.
We got into an argument about my grades and ( Read more... )

Okay, so this is my new LJ account.
I'm pretty aggravated at myself for being stupid and forgetting my old account name. 
I hate having to redo my profile, rejoin communities, re-add friends.
The problem was that life got too time consuming for me to be able
to post or come on the computer any more, so I didn't post....no need to login...goodbye  ( Read more... )