I'm so frustrated right now.
About like....everything.
Legit, everything.
Like the fact I can't type for shizznits right now.
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Like wtf, seriously?
Where do I even begin?

Blah. School.
I'll begin with that.
I really like all my classes, but I'm sooo dazed in them.
I participate, I pay attention, but I don't ( Read more... )

I'm not okay.
I'm really not.
I'm so scared.
And confused.
And I swear I'm going insane.
I knew everything,
and now I don't.
I just want to cry...
...and figure everything out.
I'm sorry.
To everyone.
Everything.

I'm just feeling so depressed.
And terrible.
And having mixed feelings about everything.
I just....don't know anymore.

"Well if you wanted honesty, that' ( Read more... )

AJ IS SUCH A HARDCORE KID.  LEIK OH EM GEE EYE LUFF HER. SHE IS SOOOOOOO SEXY- I WANT TO HAVE HER BABIES. SHE IS THE COOLEST HAXOR GIRL EVAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

SPAMSPAMSPAMSPAM MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

=D =D =D

EL OH EL OH EL

I LOVE THAT BITCH FO' REALZ.

<3

Forget everyone. Forget everything.
I'm SICK of so much right now.
I don't even know where to begin.

Fakes and posers. I'll start there.
It's really bugging me that people are calling themselves emo.
I also hate that people are copying certain people just because they're stereotyped as that.
It's really annoying.
You're not emo. You're just a poser for ( Read more... )

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I miss you.
I hate that we don't talk any more.
I miss our friendship.
I'm actually jealous of those you talk to.
This sounds ridiculous,
but it's true.
We were such good friends,
and now you don't talk to me unless you have no one better to talk to.
A certain someone is all you talk to now.
I don't mind...I just wish you could give me attention to.
I feel ( Read more... )

Today has kinda sucked.
I've been tired and have had a hard time breathing,
and then it's raining.
I have to walk in it.
To go to Driver's Ed.
Which I'm tired and don't feel like going to.
There's only one other girl in the class.
And she goes to SMCC....and it's kinda awkward.
I don't know.
Then I have SOOO much homework to do....AGAIN.

Ughh next is ( Read more... )

....what I did?
Every since we hung out,
we don't talk.
You ignore me and make me feel terrible.
I want to know so I can fix it
or at least apologize.
We're good friends....or at least were.
We don't even talk online any more unless
you need to tell me something.
And we used to talk during the day,
but not any more.
When we do talk,
it seems awkward and like ( Read more... )

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry to everyone in my life
I'm sorry I'm such a screw up.
I always seem to mess up everyone's life
without even trying.
Everything I say...it somehow comes out wrong
and people get hurt by it.
I'm sick of hurting people
and getting them mad.
I don't want them to pretend to be fine
when they're not...
and I don't want pity friendships.

So you ( Read more... )

I couldn't find just one song that describes how I've been feeling,
so I figured I'd post the three closest ones. =/

Song #1 "I'd do anything" By Simple Plan
Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting
And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone ( Read more... )