I'm afraid of commitment?
Or is it that I truly enjoy being alone?
A combination of both?
I want you, but I won't have you,
What's wrong with me?

Things are confusing ( Read more... )

Exams begin tomorrow and I am more than anxious.
I want them to get the hell over with, but I hate Math.
There's no way in hell i'll pass...
Maybe if I listened to Ryan once in a while, I wouldn't get so worked up.
It's easy for him to say not to be so down on myself, he doesn't even need to take notes.

Atleast I managed a 98% in Drama. It's

If I said it would mean the world to me, would you make it then?
If I said I couldn't do this without you, would you at least try?
...why am I so sure the answer is no?

To see that you care, for you to say I'm brilliant was all I needed to hear.

You are the most horrible person I have ever had the displeasure of meeting ( Read more... )

Alas, the holidays are over and I've never been more depressed ( Read more... )

The sickness has returned. I was doing GREAT. Awesome night New Years Eve and I even went to my families for the day yesterday with Nathan. Suddenly, I started getting a pain in my neck. Then my leg. Then my side. Now I feel like a big bruise and no matter where you touch me, it will hurt. I have a headache. A lot of me is swollen. I feel like ( Read more... )

I'm getting much better, fast. Though there's times where I can't even lift my own head for the sake of a drink, most of my days have been spent up and about. Only catch is that I can't play around or do ANYTHING overly physical, in fear of rupturing my enlarged spleen. I've got the okay to go back to school along with everyone else, however work ( Read more... )

The Positives and Negatives of Having Mono:

[+]
- I get three/four weeks off work by default
- I'll be missing AT LEAST the first week back to school
- I spend my time doing NOTHING *which can be lovely*
- Nathan, Kirsten and Mike have visited me, therefore I'm not lonely

[-]- Because I'm out of work, I'm broke ( Read more... )