heeeeeeeeeelp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[xxnecroodeityxx]

damn I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. I sometimes feel that the whole fucking world is against me. Because I feel that people are plotting against me I don't know why, I feel that all my friends people that I know are plotting against me. What for??? I don't know, to keep me from being happy socially or becoming someone socially. I feel

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[dementiaslover]

Even if you're "known" you can still feel this way, I mean I was well known by a lot of people in school, but I never really had anyone care about me.....it hurts so bad when you care so much for your "friends" so much that you love them and you know that they don't feel the same way....You feel forgotten I'm telling you darlin it only gets worse after highschool(that's if your still in it) so be prepared......I mean like I thought I was happy in school, but then your senior year your closest can become your worst and you find out that your best friends never cared and then slowly you start losing even more friends cuz everyone drifts apart....and honestly Im not wishing the worst on you but don't rely on your chick, because she might not always be there.... I don't know I'm sorry for ranting but I feel for you so much....I totally understand everything you're feeling except for I don't think that my immediate would notice.....*tears falling slowly*

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[xxnecroodeityxx]

well I am out of high school I've been out of high school for a couple of years, back in high school I didn't really feel it at much as I do now. Maybe because back then no matter what I was still around people, although I felt that people were just like against me or something. But thanks for relating to me means a lot.

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[xxnecroodeityxx]

well if your well known that's even worst at times though. because you might have more people that dislike you or like you. or just that you know a lot of people but only have few friends you know.

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[dementiaslover]

Yea I know, but I mean even the closest are gone..... but whatever life goes on and I'll just make new "friends"