Alone in this house again tonight ( Read more... )

Well.. Today is 2.0 SUCKS badly. I have no friends here that I really want to be around me and well life just blows. I wish things were different but nothing ever goes my way. I am going to try to prevent from crying today.. I woke up this morning and balled so I mean I guess that shows I NEED PROZAC!! or something. I dont have any special plans ( Read more... )

Well, Things have really changed. I have been through more imaginable things in the past year but I am trying to stay sane. I realized that I definally can not live with out people, (well of course you cant live with out people but..) I mean I have found out who my true friends are, and the people who really make such a huge difference in my life. ( Read more... )

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Im here in Etown and I still feel the title of my name here..

Truth Is..

Fantasia

Me to a TEE.

Hes Gonna KILL me! I keep catching him offgaurd!:) Sorry babe<3.. Im going to ECC today to register and find my ass a job! E TOWN SUCKS!! There ISNT anything here but rednecks!!


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its been a while since I have posted but I have so much to say that I dont even think I can get myself to sit here this long. I am doing wonderful:).. I moved out with a friend Meghanne.. Our apartment is so nice and I am so happy there.. but Something came up about 2 weeks ago. I met someone named Casey.. Hes brillant..Problem 1. He's a sargent in ( Read more... )

I was looking around today and I found some interesting things. That I really like and agree with ( Read more... )

Well today has been good..I had a great day at work with the little ones.. I think I have found my favorite she's darling. Her name is Arissa and she's so cute.. She's 5 months old. I love my JOB:) and I love my baby<3 I am getting better at things and I am trying not to be so damn emotional.. I am praying that things will go smoother because I ( Read more... )

I dont know where to go from here any more, I am definally sick of this. I mean I am trying here I have been for over a week now and I mean Yes it's only a week but I am constantly hearing about everything that I did wrong and I mean I can only handle so much guilt and blame and then I am going to break... I mean I am trying and no EVER gives me ( Read more... )