wow I can't believe i use to write in this thing? let alone the things i used to post.

I don't even remember who i was when i posted all of these. I dont remember what I was like at all.

boy have things changed...

I just remembered i had this thing, and now that i read all the entries i put i used to be really emo haha. it's actually kind of embarrassing.

All i have to say is......

wow.

i will never be able to explain in words how i have felt.

i have never felt so lost and empty in my 17 years of life. there are many more to come i just hope to god this feeling will disintegrate soon enough for me to enjoy my life.

please... 

be happy.

if you're not gonna be happy now...then when?

<3

summerschool. this is the most boring thing i've ever had to do.
oh well, it's my fault anyway. it doesn't matter anyway.

i dont even rememer the last time i wrote in this.
i am at some dude named adam's house....NOT HIGH.
listenin' to tool. best band to ever exist.
i am gonna invent something cool. liiiiike a rocket ship made out of something cool.
like microscopic electrical robots!

MMMMMMMMMDRUGS.

"you are so amazing. every time i see you its an explosion going off. everybody else gets vaporized and disappears and the only thing that keeps me from getting knocked out is the joy i get from seeing you. i am so puzzled by your ambiance. so gleeful od your childish mannerisms. so awe ispired by your inert being. I am transfixed by the way you ( Read more... )

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we are going to suprise EVERYBODY.
you think it's not humanly possible,
but you are wrong.
just let time tell and prove you WRONG