hey baby, back to square one. maybe even just a bit behind square one. but im gonna do what i have to do to make happen what i want to happen. life is weird, but weird is better than the alternative.

been writing a bit lately. here is a weird lil po-em i wrote a few weeks ago. i read it now, and it sounds silly to me. but it is exactly how i felt at the moment, so its raw ( Read more... )

aye, what can i say. looking forward. ya cant always get what ya want.

super annoying when all youre dad has almost nothing to say to you all day except for " i want you to stay out of grandmas liquor". haha wtf? i have no reason what so ever to drink my grandmothers alcohol.

well, have not posted in this fucker for a while. last time, i was either sitting in my bunk aboard the BIG RED, off the coast of cocodrie louisiana. or, i was just getting home, and getting laid off from said job, on said BIG RED barge, off the coast of said Louisiana.

intoxicated with madness, i'm in love with my sadness

i threw my back out 4 days ago, and it still hurts! i just want it to go away!
got some job possibilities, but nothing for sure yet, and its stressing me the heck out.
it really sucks paying a ton of money for school, and barely being able to find a job to pay for it!

id rather go fall asleep half drunk in the grass then sleep at home. ramble on.

okay these are my goals as of late.

pick up my skateboard more
tomorrow, get my stupid dive physical.
buy a car, pinto.
start working for ballard dive and salvage at the ship yard

wait for next summer, and save money!
yeah!

anyone still read this pup? i feel like i havent been on it in a month!

freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose

some people say im not country ( Read more... )