Comments | xxphoenix: ich bin ein berliner...spiel mit mier.

xxphoenix

ich bin ein berliner...spiel mit mier.

Apr 27, 2005 22:26

i've been successfully sober for fifteen days. it's incredible: i go from smoking eighty bucks worth of weed a day, to a complete dead stop. nothing is the same. life isn't as thrilling; i don't feel the rush of getting away with anything. the colors, along with the people, are duller. somehow, even driving isn't the same without someone ( Read more... )

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hecatelila April 28 2005, 02:53:56 UTC

you're fucking doing it and im fucking proud

xxphoenix April 28 2005, 14:22:59 UTC

w00t w00t to the masses.

this should be interesting...

hecatelila April 28 2005, 20:18:34 UTC

ah yes it should, you sober up as i do the opposite, strange how that works

xxphoenix April 30 2005, 16:21:18 UTC

hey -- i never said anything about alcohol.

just because i'm not into weed anymore, doesn't mean i'm not self-destructive.

i just prefer something that's cheaper/less illegal...for now.

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stuckbetween April 28 2005, 04:35:33 UTC

spiel mit dich? ja, ich will!

xxphoenix April 28 2005, 14:22:36 UTC

:P

i love it. you understood me. HAH!
did i spell it right? i think i did but i'm not sure.

anyway...that's about the only german i know, with the exception of "kiss me."

amazing, isn't it?

x_spagg_x April 28 2005, 18:07:52 UTC

...I've missed you...

xxphoenix April 30 2005, 16:21:37 UTC

ditto.

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anonymous April 28 2005, 20:28:27 UTC

good job.
i went through a similar thing but a few weeks before you. and i quit for an entirely different reason too...

i've learned to deal with my friends habits and shit. i'll still chill with my crowd, i just wont smoke while theyre passing it around. i get out of grounding this sunday. cant wait...

i'm on a huge lack of sleep and a not-so-pleasant week...at least i have a three day weekend comin up

I'm glad your getting your life together. I was starting to get worried about you after i quit. i'm glad were on the same track.

i've been using My Space lately, and thats the only website i'm gonna use. if you wanna read-up on how i' doing over the net read that.

have a good day
~Renee

xxphoenix April 30 2005, 16:22:17 UTC

what's the site?
cause i dont have an account there.

:) btrflygurl7 April 28 2005, 22:24:16 UTC

and she pulls it all together :) Im quite proud of you for realizing that something had to change, and really proud of you for going after it, even if your not happy. It will be worth it.

Re: :) xxphoenix April 30 2005, 16:23:06 UTC

that's wise. i agree...i came to the realization that i remember nothing from the past few months.

something has to change. i have to quit hurting...everyone.

Re: :) btrflygurl7 April 30 2005, 17:57:02 UTC

especially yourself.

Re: :) xxphoenix May 2 2005, 02:33:11 UTC

wow.

no, okay, WOW.

...goddamn amazing point.
holy shite.

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