yayy!!! I got my new car. Acura Integra and its like a pearl red color with a sunroof, its so freaking cute. im happy but now I need to get my license &&i pretty much suck at driving. haha whatever
Im not a very happy girl right now. arrrrghh. I need to try different things or hangout with new people because im bored and unhappy with how things are going right now.
I know what my problem is= I dont let anyone get close to me and if I do, I just end up pushing them away. Im scared that if I do get to close to someone im gonna lose them or im gonna get hurt. arghhhhh. But I do need someone thats gonna make me happy and not me being such a crabby ass. hmm hahah
I did something last night that I kinda regret but then again I dont. aghhh idkkkkk. whatever. &&I dont even feel like I have a bestfriend anymore, its pretty sadddd. I need something//someone thats gonna make me happy. blah blah blah. afsjhdjsahfh.