*this all was only WISHFUL THINKING ( Read more... )

"Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger
You're all I'm thinkin' of, I praise the Lord above
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug
I really love you.."


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..ok so really i just updated...and the fuckin virus in my comp just made me close the window...fuckinn ehh.

that bOy..SteveOkaly <33
..feels like the start of something amaZinng =)

NO mOree DRUGS.
i am so done.
and it feels good.
its kinda scary, because my whole lifestyle is about to change..
but im reaDii.

so this may sound corny...because we all know ( Read more... )

LINKIN PARK WAS AMAZINGG!

PROJEKT REVOLUTION o8' baBay!!

so muh has been going on.
i went to the psychic in freehold boro the other day::it was nuts.
she told me jimmy was sent by the devil to make me miserable. ha.
everything she told me was crazy.
..but she gave me hope <3

new bOyy.. =)

neww lifestylee..in the maKin =)

......i'll update more later.

ihateeverything.

Hi. brittany here, the QUEEN OF FUCKING UP HER LIFE.

no really...what do I do do now.

I LOST THE ONLY PERON I EVER GAVE A FUCK ABOUT..
THE ONE PERSON WHO WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY HEART..
THE ONE PERSON WHO HURT ME WAY BEYOND FORGIVENESS.

.....when is this not going to hurt this bad!?

oh yeah, its ALWAYS GUNNA HURT THIS BAD. fUCK.

IM SO SORRY, ( Read more... )

James Wesley Cox ... the love of my life.

End of story.

*ii have nothing, nothing nothing if i dont have you*

 *Its time to let it go*

..so much on my mind.

me && jimmy are done. like really this time. no im not over it.
ii don't even know what happened. but it ended soo bad.
i had a restraining order against him, wtf..he was my life now we are nothing...i just dont understand how this happens.

IM SOBER!! ii know i barelii believe it. but its true. Im on ( Read more... )

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I dOn't even knOw how to breathe anymore..honestly ( Read more... )

Hmm,

I don't even know where to begin..

SoOo much shit has happened in the past few weeks..good/bad...crazy.

hOw bout gOOd first::

-got the tongue pierced!

-goin to the PoConos with Roman and the nOrth jersey crew in Feb...woOot!

-fell in lOve with a bOy...

-got a new bOwl..heh

-been clubbin alOt

-tOo many parties..toO much fun!

..and the bad::

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