It's over. . . lyndsay and I broke up. I dont feel like using livejournal anymore, or any other type of online journal, so I probably wont, not sure. . . check back to see if I update if you want, but dont get mad if I dont.

I dont know what to think. I'm confused, I'm sick to my stomach, I want to be with you, but all your signs are pointing in the different direction. all I can do is cry, but I've got nothing left. I'm empty. I would give anything to see you for 20 minutes, but right now you're literally states away.

There are so many thoughts and feelings running through me right now: Anger, Hatred, Love, Confusion, Saddness, Loneliness, emptyness ( Read more... )

This is the FIRST entry in my new diary. it feels good to know that stupid assholes wont be reading it anymore. Anyways, Not much to write about. . I'll update some other time ( Read more... )