I know I've said this once in here, but this time I really mean it. . . I'm no longer going to use this journal, nor any other online diary. . . nor will I look at anyone elses diary. I dont want any one READING what is going on with my life, if you would like to know, visit me, or call me. . . as I will do the same to find out how other people are ( Read more... )

you say you havent learned everything you've been put on earth to learn, that this is your last life, your last death. You say that you and him are "life partners" but if you havent learned everything there is for you to learn, why dont you try something different? Why are you sticking with the norm? I dont have any answers, that's why I have ( Read more... )

I have so much running through my head right now. I'm hurt, disappointed, sad.... dont really know what to write without making someone upset. SO as always I'll keep it inside, I'll just put my thoughts into the back of my head and try and forget about them.

I hope you're happy

Merry Christmas I guess. . . hope everyone is having a good time

today I spent the day with lyndsay in Portland. It was nice. I'm glad we got to see eachother. tons of different thoghts running through my head right now, all jumbeled into one big mess. . if I can straighten them out, I might update later

You consume me, dwell in my brain. I am infatuated with you, yet you are nowhere near. I cannot reach out and touch you, I cant even give you a simple hug ( Read more... )

So earlier today took out my eyebrow ring. a few minutes ago I thought I'd try and put it back in, just to see...well it goes it but I cant get the end of the post to actually come out on my head, lol...but what sucks even more is now there are two almost like blood filled puss ball thingies on both sides of my eyebrow ring holes....and I made my ( Read more... )

today has been a better day. I stopped stressing out over things I cant control, stopped caring...just overall stopped acting like I have been.....a spaz. haha...I dont know...felt good to take out my eyebrow ring, it's been nothing but trouble, always getting it caught, it never healing up...(but then I never really took care of it) I dont know... ( Read more... )

I did it, I took out my eyebrow ring. I got it so I would "fit in". I've done mostly everything in my life to "fit in" I'm sick of it. I'm 19 years old, If people dont like the stipped down me, they like me when I'm fake, then fuck off...I'm SICK and tired of being fake to fit in. its time that people start realizing and respecting ME as an ( Read more... )