This is the last entry for this journal.  
Forget the sheisyesterday journal, I was going to reinvent that old one of mine, but I decided just to make a new one.

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Hey guys, I know it's been forever, but I've been lazy.  A lot of laying out in the summer sun, writing a lot (not that I've got around to posting it... lol) and just having fun.  But!  I'm going on vacation with my family in about two hours.  (Twas supposed to be two hours ago, but I didn't want to get up.)  Ontario, Montreal (Tara- I'll email you ( Read more... )

I know I'm testing boundries here and I'm definitley making him... uncomfortable wouldn't exactly be the word, maybe confused? He nearly said something, something like "I can't believe I've changed" and then said it was a bad time to talk about it... made me wonder.

It was a nice day. I sat around watching Dawson's Creek in the morning (I don't ( Read more... )

 I feel really guilty right now.  Cameron is one of the nicest guys I know and probably the best friend I have right now.  And there’s still a number of reasons it wouldn’t work (I don’t want to ruin this friendship, I still don’t know how I feel about him, I’m way too screwed up to try anything right now) but he’s... do you know what it’s like to ( Read more... )

One little tiny thing gets turned into a war. Currently, here are the stats:

I’m mad at Tiffany
Tiffany’s mad at me
I’m mad at Chris
Holly’s mad at Tiffany
Tiffany’s mad at Holly
Holly’s mad at Emily
I’m kind of mad at Emily
Emily’s mad at Dan and Matt
I’m slightly mad at Dan (he has a girlfriend but he asked me out again!)

Honestly? I’m mad at ( Read more... )

I'm used to rebounds, so I'm not really freaking out because of that. There's three major reasons I'm upset that I've chosen Cameron to be my main rebound-ee ( Read more... )

It seems to be another one of those nights where I don’t sleep and therefore piss off my mother. So, once again, I’m downstairs in the wee hours of the morning. Oh, look, here she is. She’s telling me I have anger issues and I can’t have sleepovers anymore. What the hell? It’s not because I’m angry or overtired. Though I am feeling angry now ( Read more... )

Isn't it funny how I update when I have nothing to say and when big things happen I slack off for a week? I was writing, I just didn't post- blame it on my laptop for not having Internet. So, you might want to flip back a bit and catch up on my ever so eventful week. Because this will seem like a totally different person speaking unless you do ( Read more... )

It's possible I gave up a bit too easily on that trig. If I put my mind to it, I know I could do it. But I still have tomorrow… and I'm a procrastinator at heart. Which you can see. With the whole not updating thing ( Read more... )

My horoscope book puts it perfectly. "Gemini's are two sided- friendly and affectionate one minute and distant and cold the next ( Read more... )