I find it strange that Thor has been with me when he is the god of things I don't normally hold dear. I guess he's been with me for a reason I just havn't figured it out yet.

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push last night.. it was really good. I didn't think I'd like it but wanted to see it anyway... and it was good... not something I'd wanna watch over and over... but it was good.

Today is going to a busy day with a lot of the events cutting each other really close ( Read more... )

In the pursuit of trying to get Eric to not leave me I'm pretty much killing myself ( Read more... )

I worked for 4 hours opening envelopes that contained netflix dvds. It was fun at first then got kinda monotonous. I was good at it though.

All day long I've had this feeling of doom. So I've been anxious all day. Today is the day that Joei is leaving, but part of me feels that there is more than that. I don't know. I just know that with the way things have been going... I'm not excited for what is to come. It's so bad what ever it is that I told Eric not to take me to play d&d tonight ( Read more... )

does anyone actually read this other than Holly?

just out of curiousness.

I can't sleep. I feel like my heart is beating out of my chest and I took my anxiety medication hours ago. I feel like I can't breathe. I feel like there is something inside me that is trying to claw it's way out. I wish I could sleep but sleep won't find me. I've tried everything short of taking a sleeping pill and that will just make me sleep ( Read more... )

I guess it's already apparent to everyone what I need to work on.