An author/artist on the edge.

[xxroguexheartxx]

I'm losing it, that's all there is to it. I feel like there's so much pent up emotion in my chest I might explode. I can't really cry any more. A few tears, but what I really need is an all out sob fest. I don't know what to do about the situation with my family. I try to be completely agreeable and not argue about anything (especially if it's

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[maniacjackal]

I LOVE YOU! Even though I haven't known you for very long and it's just over the internet I still know that you are an awesome person and I wish I could meet you for real (THAT WOULD BE AWESOME!).

I hope your surgery goes well and that you feel better.

LOVE YOU!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ x 2000000

[inylan]

WE've been separated by miles since we met, and we'll remained separated by miles until I can drive with no boundaries, but I will always be with you in heart. Call me if you ever need to talk 1-901-289-4758. I'm at a camp, so I can't answer all the time, but I can always call back. *huggles*

[xxroguexheartxx]

Thanks, Lyn. Truthfully though, one of the things I've been worried about these past few days is you. We need to talk, but not on here obviously. I'll e-mail you later, I'm still trying to think of what to say without you taking it wrong. *huggles back* Love ya, girlie. Hope you're having fun at camp.

[inylan]

I know what it's like to have difficulty putting things into words-- I now have the disclaimer, just say what you need to and I'll get the message. Hope to hear from you soon.

Camp isn't the best, but it is fun. *huggles back*

[blue_moon_ice]

Hey there hunnie. I know everything looks like its in the shitter tube, but something will go right for you. I swear. I kmow we only talked once online, but I'm almost always on now since its summer so I can talk whenever. Or you can leave me a cooment and I'll get back to ASAP. Things will start to get better, I swear. And I like the art you've posted.
-Brigid-

[xxroguexheartxx]

Thank you so much. I'll try to get on AIM again soon so we can talk, I really enjoyed our conversation last time, and you really did make me feel better. Thanks again for your support.

[caittails]

Hey, I just started reading your fanfic, and I must say, for just being therapy, it is amazing. I LONG to be able to write like you can. You are a wonderful writer.
Plus, I think you're a perfectly wonderful artist. I try to draw, I try and I try, but it never comes out anything less than crap. Or at least...that's what everyone says. But you're great at it! Better than I could ever be, in any case. Do you draw the pics that are next to your emotions?
So...I know you don't know me, but I'm always available to listen. People tell me I'm a good listener. I guess.
I love your fanfic, but if you don't feel up to writing anymore, then don't! We don't need your fanfic. Sure, some people would be devastated, but forget about them. If you feel you can't live up to it, like it's taking over your life, then just stop! There's no shame in doing something for yourself when people are being selfish and demanding more of you than you can give them!
Just words to ponder...
~Cat~

[xxroguexheartxx]

Thank you so much for your amazing support. I'm glad you like my fic and, as much as I angst about it, I don't think I could give it up if I tried. I started writing it because it helped me deal with my own rape experience, and the more I wrote the better I felt. Instead of dropping the fic, what I need to do is just forget about the readers and write for myself again. Easier said than done. Today I got my 900th review for "My Hero", which as far as I'm aware puts me in the top five or so highest reviewed HD slash fics on ff.net. I love the attention so much, but I don't want to let my readers down either

[vuxanpaiakaiu]

I’ve always been nervous about commenting, but I just wanted you to know that your fanfic is amazing and it is one of my favorites and your art is very good and unique and I love it.

Everyone said to me that things will get better eventually, even if it is by the slightest and I didn’t believe them at all. But I have found that things so get better. I hope the same happens to for you.

I know we don't know each other, but it helps to have someone to talk to. So if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm available.

[xxroguexheartxx]

Thank you so much for your support. I know what you mean by the "it'll get better eventually thing". I've had a lot of people tell me that over the years. It never seems to help though, you know? I guess because the unspoken part is that then, after it gets better, it'll eventually get worse again too. Ack, I didn't mean to angst more x_x I really do mean it when I say thank you for commenting. Just knowing that there are other people out there willing to listen and help makes me feel a lot better :)

[vuxanpaiakaiu]

Don't worry, I angst a lot too. I swear my friends just want to slap me silly and tell me to shut up.

[xxroguexheartxx]

Lol... yeah, that's usually why I angst on here. I've only got a few friends where I live to begin with, and most of them have enough problems of their own without dealing with mine.