This whole blog is me fixating on a boy!

[xxroguexheartxx]

So, yesterday I had a date with Matt. He lives in Middletown, a couple hours from here, and he took the train to come see me. It was my first time seeing him in person, and oh my fucking god, he is GORGEOUS. He's also a transvestite.

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[beyondcrazy4you]

oooh. he's gorgeous!

ugh. but it sucks that he doesnt eat and you have to eat. that way sucks. so much that it both sucks and blows.

and hot damn. if he got his nipples pierced, id do him too. after you, of course. ;)

[xxroguexheartxx]

Well, if things go as I hope, the anerexia won't be a problem. He's been really understanding about everything so far, so I know it's not like he'd judge me for eating, I just felt uncomfortable. I'm sure if I sit down and talk to him about it it'll be ok. He seems to just be that kind of guy, amazingly enough. I think I'll also be introducing him into the world of tattoos and piercings. Yum.

[beyondcrazy4you]

well thats good. there's nothing worse than a sexy, bitchy, anorexic guy. well, almost nothing.

and what better world is there than the one of tattoos and piercings? delish!

[maniacjackal]

you lucky little devil ;)

[ladyofthesnow__]

Oh god he is beautiful *drools*