I'm losing it, that's all there is to it. I feel like there's so much pent up emotion in my chest I might explode. I can't really cry any more. A few tears, but what I really need is an all out sob fest. I don't know what to do about the situation with my family. I try to be completely agreeable and not argue about anything (especially if it's ( Read more... )

I have discovered that I can write two things: porn, and non-porn. I can't combine the two. My porn has no real depth, just as much deliciously kinky boy-sex as I can cram into one little smutlet. I have also realized that every few months I need to go on a porn writing binge. I'm working on chapter 23 of My Hero, and it won't stop turning into ( Read more... )

Hello!!!

Yes, I am alive!!! I know I've barely updated for weeks, now here's a little over view of why that is and what's been going on:

About 4 weeks ago, I told my parents I want to work as a tattoo artist to pay my way through college, majoring in philosophy. This did not go over well. They told me I was throwing away my life and that they'd ( Read more... )

To those who commented to my last entry, thank you for your support, I'm sorry I didn't respond. Things here have gotten crazy(er). Yes, more crazy and bad. Last Monday I got in a fight with my parents, also worse than usual. Everything exploded on both ends, and I found myself without a home for the summer, no funding at all for college, and the ( Read more... )

Shoot me. Shoot me now. I think tonight would have gone better if I'd just brought a cardboard cut out. Matt is always so distant, he never really gives compliments. I looked absoulutely fucking gorgeous. But he said I looked "nice", which is better than his usual non comment. We were there for five hours, hardly talked to anyone, and danced to ( Read more... )

So, I get out of the shower, all nice and clean, humming to myself as I dry off. Look down, and there is definetly a huge black spider (bigger than a quarter) running across my stomach. I give a clearly non-squealy battle yell and proceed to smash it against my stomach with a towel. Squish. Lets just say I needed another shower ( Read more... )

Ok. I thought my life was crazy before. Now ( Read more... )

Woo hoo. Today has been a day for art. I finished a page for the book I'm trying to illustrate, as well as my first femme-slash attempt, a H/D pic I will be posting with Chapter 21 (if it ever gets beta-ed), and now this. Marvel at the greatness that is ( DeathEater Whore!Harry )

I figured it was about time for a new icon. So I drew ( Fairy!Harry )

Don't have much time to post right now, it's been a busy day but here's a few things:

1. I'm so proud of myself for regularly posting on the community.
2. I also asked the HP Art Daily to watch the commune, so we'll see.
3. To BeyondCrazy4You , I think I forgot to reply to your comment with that super awesome banner. It's super awesome, I want to do something with ( Read more... )