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16th.....could have been 10... why do i do this....replaying everyday, every moment in my head...i would do anything to take things back that i did, take things back that you did to make me mad, it wasnt worth it, getting mad over stupid shit, making me loose you. it hurts so bad knowing i lost you for good..."its a lesson that you have been givin ( Read more... )

i got the job!!!!! woooooo hoooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss you so bad, i need you to come back into my arms and hold me so i can feel safe again. walking down the street with me in your arms was the best feeling of security, laying in bed, actually feeling loved again, telling me that i dont need him and that i am so much better than that, i need you, i want you back, right here, you looking into ( Read more... )

tonight was probably one of the best nights i have ever had in MY LIFE....oh my god, i like him so fucking much. hes the sweetest, most caring person i think anyone has ever treated me in my life. we cuddled, held hands and talked the entire night till i had to go home..and then he told me tonight that he would come back this weekend to see me and ( Read more... )

last night was simply amazing....probably one of the best nights i have ever had.....
i actually felt cared for last night, some people are just so amazing, i forgot how it felt to have someone there to just make you feel so good about yourself....
....why does it seem when something seems so perfect, it just gets taken away from you?
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so, tonight made up for what happened this afternoon............ <3

well, there goes my best friend...away forever....i fucked up...very bad...its all my fault too, lying doesnt get you anywhere, we were just getting back up there, so much fun all the time and what not, but now its gone, away, forever, till the day we die....all i can say is im sorry, that will never be enough, i know, but i do love you and you are ( Read more... )

so tonight went from good...to mistake...to terrible..to amazing....werid how things can work out like that huh?

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