tonight SUCKED....wow, we were supposted to go to a halloween party, and we did....exept i think the youngest people there besides me and jamilee were probably 21...then we went to another party where there were people there with fucking little kids....then came back to shoreline, where nothing was going on, so now im home at 10..on a saterday ( Read more... )

so, last night was crazy ( Read more... )

tonight was amazing....thanks jake <3

today has so many emotions in it, wow... lets see...first period was boring like always but i found out im not failing anymore so that made me quite happy, third period we set up the enitre period for the halloween party we had at lunch, then we stayed that that thing for like 10 minutes then me naz amanda jamilee and mark went to shoreview and ( Read more... )

all i am asking for is for you to talk to me....

today turned out actually not too bad. i really thought today was going to suck. after school me amanda brian and loren worked on our chem com project till like 8ish. that was alot of fun, once we actually started working. we just hung out a while, then mark, daniel and chris just randomly showed up, but then we kicked them out so we could ( Read more... )

this is when i wish i had the strength in myself to be able to call and talk. i hope someday we can be at that level because you listen to me. you proved to me today when you texted me saying, im sorry i couldnt talk last night, are you ok? that ment so much to me, i dont think you realize. who knows if you will read this or not, but if you do ( Read more... )

why do i always have to fuck everything up...everything that is going good, getting back on track i some how find a way to mess it up....... :(

all i want right now is a hug

so....homecoming. i dont even know what to say about it.
it went from stressful to absolutly amazing (dinner and dance) then it just went down hill from there.
my head is just rushing with a whole bunch of different thoughts, im so fucking confused.
anyways, mike amanda and jake....thanks so much for last night.

so i have realized how much i love the weekends.. today i took an american studies test and for what i have listened and how much i think i have learned iHOPE i did good....haha oi skipped 5th with jessica,amanda and naz...went to the homecoming assembly...this year it really wanst that good....oh well. after the assembly i dropped alex and ( Read more... )