Hell ya! I hate this year. Glad it's comming to an end, but despite that I kno I'm gonna miss it. I'm just weird like that. This year has gone by so fast when you look back, but as time moves on you think it's slow. Strange huh? Wow. I kinda feel old saying that ( Read more... )

I finally had a teriffic day yesterday. I felt soo independent and a girl needs that sometimes. I went shopping and spent like $100 dollars, but not for me tho, for James. It felt soo good to know that I earned ALL that money and I was spending it on someone I wanted to spend it on. I had a feeling of satisfaction (sp?) through out me ( Read more... )

Soo now I force James to do things huh? Well too bad I never forced him to do nething, I hate to break it to ya but that lie you told is false ( Read more... )

School... wow way long over due, this year seems to drag along. And yet when I look back it was soo fast. School needs to end. Better yet school needed to end like 2 months ago! I just need to get away from ppl just everyone at school. I hate the way eveyone treats eachother.

I saw someone be crushed today, crushed, smashed like a bug. It hurt me ( Read more... )

I told u this wasn't gonna work out.

I knew it, I had this gut feeling.

Happy Sweet 16 Haley!

I Love Ya!

I just love the nights when I cry myslef to sleep. Soo when I wake up in the moring I look like shit and my eyes are all puffy. Good thing I didn't go to the beach today, ppl would run away from me ( Read more... )

I went to the beach ( Read more... )

Soo I play it cool like I really don't care,

But reallie I care, I care ALOT.

It pisses me off soo bad what he did.

Thanx for making me feel like shit James. Like I am nothing to you.

Soo much shit has gone on in the past couple of days that just aren't fair. Soo much to the point that I can't remember it all.
-I don't have a car nemore.
-I have to pay for a stero in the car that's not mine, and when I was told it would be paid for me.
-I have to pay for insurence every month, when I was told I would get help and now I won't ( Read more... )