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i am weird
I do not know why i think the way i do. I always seem to think i am to fat or ugly and i always take things to seriusly and if things are not the way i like it then i have a really hard time giving into them. These are my worst qualities and no matter how much i try to ignor these thoughts i never seem to get around them ( Read more... ) -
Today
today was alright. I whent to work at the hospital since i do evry sunday and today was inventory day. Witch is basically counting everything in the whole gift shop of the hospital and it took forever. then i got to learn how to push a person in a weel chair. I like the hospital and i like working there witch is kind of strange but i like the ( Read more... ) -
my life
OK here it goes i used to love wrighting in this journal but now it seems that i am scared almost embaresed to wright in it but i guess there is no use being embaresed to wright in it anyways becaus i am not trying to impress anyone ( Read more... ) -
today
today is me an lukes 3rd. monthiversary and i am sooo exited about it but since today is cursed we can not hang out so i am all alone here and i will jsut eat and watch movies by myself tonight and think of him, but then again that is all i think about anyways so i will just be lonly. but luke got a hair cut and he looks soooo sexy!!! i am exited ( Read more... ) -
today was interesting
wow today has been quite interesting. i really just do not know what to think about it i am kinda dazed about what happend with luke but i also kinda just do not even know how i could have such an impact on a person with out even trying to impress them. BUt now that i think about it he does not try to impress me and he has been one of the most ( Read more... ) -
now
holly shit! i just read all of the stuff that i wrote a long time ago and i now realize how increadably dumb it was. i now belive that i can get increadably obsesive over simple little thaghts such as that fag matt winkle who is now a tweaker and deservs to die. and i also hate some other people who i was friends with like a year ago when i last ( Read more... ) -
wow
wow i havent wrighten in one of thease in a long time! I guess I just kind of forgot about it . my life hase not been that exiting in the past well I do not know how long ago it was that I wrote my last entry and I am too lazy to cheak. so the first tearm of the school year is over and i am realy happy about that all i whant is for this school ( Read more... ) -
anything
hello how are you? I am good . well actually things could be better. as usual my spelling has not gotten any better but I am to lazy to do spell chek. I am exited though because i just got a new snow board and I am going to go to the snow and hopfully not do to many face plants ( Read more... ) -
It's Raining
Today all I am doing is sitting in my room doing nothing. Jus thinking I guess. I really do not have anything elts to do so I am going to right in this journal, seeing as how I really do not have any other ones. wow I have been looking back at all of the other stuff that I wrote and i really have been truly desprate when i wrote some of thease ( Read more... ) -
this weekend
hello, I have not wrighten to you in a long time. This is propbably not the best time to wright because i do not have a lot to say. A lot of people, some of whom I do not even know are fighting on my live journal. All I have to say about that is if you do not like me then do not read my stuff. It is that simple. I am wondering if the anonymouse ( Read more... )