how can someone go from being so in love (no matter what the case was) to basically hating you? or feeling that way anyway ( Read more... )

today, i was sick. asked my mom to give me the information so that i could plan a trip up to see nate at odu. because i have an amtrak scholarship. i happen to NOT know the passwords and stuff but it MY scholarship. she asked me what i needed it for:i said what i said above. she called and yelled.and ask if when nate came down two weeks ago, if we ( Read more... )

I miss nate so much. And I have no clue when I'm going to see him next. His parents basically told him that he cant come home for the summer. (real personal story) so it sucks. And I KNOW they arent going to allow us to see eachother. Like if I wanted to go down there my parnets wouldnt agree with disobeying his parents and his parents wouldnt ( Read more... )

i feel like crying.

i feel like screaming.

i feel like my life is over.

and that all the people in it are dissappointed at me.

i wish i could spend the night with nate. 2 years already..<3

all my sister has been doing lately is fucking slamming doors. its embarassing me. because charmaine i will argue about the littlest thing then she goes and slams a door or cusses at me. just makes me think about what my suitemates think ( Read more... )

its sad when people die at like 19. i didnt know the girl but i knew some of her friends. whenever you looked at pictures of her she looked like she was so fun and full of life. its sad. i don't even know what happened to her. but it just really proves that life isn't guaranteed ( Read more... )

i just asked my brother online if he liked nate, this is what he said ( Read more... )

i miss nate. i miss nate. i really really miss nate ( Read more... )

i was talking to my mom last night. and my school and some others are hosting a trip to miami for spring break. (Not that I want to go) but i was just asking just to see what she would say. and she told me to send her the information. wow. she would let me go to another state and party for a week & won't let me go to odu for a weekend to see nate ( Read more... )