So hey guys wats up? Today was better. Not good but better. I'm goin to the ALLEY tonight but I cant beat the shit outta this girl because my brother made me promise not too. Im like damn you! I just wanted to lay right into that bitch. You fuck with my friends you fuck with me. I dont like this other girl either. She drives me crazy but whatever ( Read more... )

Dont got much time to write but I'll write as much as I possibly can. Today seriously suck ass again! I tried to hide it and force it away while I was at school but I knew that if I tried to hide it you could still see pain writtin in my eyes so I didnt bother today ( Read more... )

So ya...another suky ass day. I go to school, starts out fine! Then about middle of the day my mood quickly changes...yet again! god i hate bipolarness. No doctor believes me so im like okay fuck you too buddy ( Read more... )

Okay so its 6:30 in the morning. ITS TOO DAMN EARLY FOR THAT SHIT!!! Anyways I had fun talking last night. Dakota didnt call me at night like he said he would. Oh well dont care. Im kinda with him and kinda not. I dunno. Hes soo far away and I like someone so much better and near me. I cant wait to hang out with this person. CUDDLE CITY!!!!! God I ( Read more... )

OMG!!!! Im so frustrated!! Myspace is being so fucking stupid! It won't send me that damn email to cancel my account!!!!!! So if my aid sees it again Im toast. I dont want my pc taken away but if thats whats gonna happen I dont give a fuck. I'm so done with fucking caring. I mean it this time. Gah ( Read more... )

Man life sucks big time. One of my friends has cancer. Im really scared. Anywho my aid at school found out I had a myspace and got all pissed at me for it. I honestly didn't think I did anything wrong but hey apparently I did. I got so upset from bein in trouble that I broke a promise. Luckily people let me renew the promise ( Read more... )

Well this entry wont be long because i gotta leave soon but i am weirded out because my grandma hugged and kissed my grandpa. SHE NEVER DOES THAT!! its sooo ucky. anywho things with my friend cory are straightened out so we're back to normal. But now Rejects mad at me and I have no clue as to why. I don't know what I did ( Read more... )

Omg the last few weeks have been a living hell for me. I have no clue as to whats going on. I completely lost who I am. I feel left out because ever since my suppose to be sister Bekah gotta boyfriend its like shes to busy to talk to me =[. I guess thats what usually happens when you friend gets a boyfriend. My cousin is doing it to me too. I mean ( Read more... )