I can't erase you from my past
 i cant delete you from my mind
all i can do is say goodbye
i cant pretend you were never here
 i cant fake like it didnt hurt when you disappeard
i refuse to use a fake old grin but than again i'll never win...
i cant pretend that i dont care
i cant pretend that you are near
so i guess ill just pretend to say ( Read more... )

b r o k e n silence

i got back from 4 h camp last night. it was a pretty fun week. im not gunna through it all. too much stuff happened.
but i got to see alot of brooke wich is always good. and i met this cool guy named troy. and the kids were never too bad for me
and i stayed up late everynight with my room. i had kendall killian ( Read more... )

today was cool. i woke up at 8 and i went to help out ( Read more... )

this weeks been long...

monday went shopping and sheena came with us then we went to zach's it was lots of fun. then sheena spent the night.
tuesday boring all day then justin and zach came over. zach gave me my ( Read more... )

bitter s.w.e.e.t.

wow one crazy weekend and would never wanna relive last night...
i went to the movies friday with zach brooke britt shane becca and justin an we all saw dark water wasnt that bad it was gay tho. and we went to dinner at cheesebuger and paradise!
saturday brittanys party it was fun. but not many people showed up. and me brooke and ( Read more... )

laaura xx: omg my ear hurts so bad. im goin to like rip it off.
lost n been gone: oh no dont do that
laaura xx: ha you just wait. ill be the next picasso
lost n been gone: haha
lost n been gone: you loser.. that wont be good
lost n been gone: cuz he killed himself
laaura xx: . ah
laaura xx: ( who else ripped off their ear?)
lost n been gone: no one ( Read more... )

yesturday was my BIRTHDAY!!  and brittany and beccas :)

i had an awesome party... lots of people showed up. it was a lot of fun, we went tubing and swimming and ate. fun stuff. at like 8:30 some people were still there so my mom said that some guys could come back to my house with us and chill. so that was pretty cool.

today i went shopping with ( Read more... )

well the whole birthday situation is patched up. so thats all good.

but last night was like the worst night ever. too many things  were going on..

laura and steph are coming over and are staying for the rest of the week!! yess. im sooo excited i missed them soo much. its gunna be a lot of fun!!
hopefully our party doesnt get rained out. i really ( Read more... )

gosh this was supposed to be one of my best birthdays ( Read more... )

I MISS LAURA!! haha yeh laura's coming home today!!  she told me we are definetely hanging out tomorrow im soo excited!! i missed her soo much . i need her sooo bad. so im really happy she's coming home.  lol yep.

i might go to hillarys tonight. im excited hopefully i can go.

there goes my life... there goes my future... my everything

my ( Read more... )