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i have a new thingy...myspace.com haha..it is soo much fun. lolz...i knew about it, but it was going to be boring..im back at bvs, tho... muwahahaha!!! hehe ;)..oh, i talked to isaiah...*sigh* my lover...he is soooo sweet!! but i know we dont have a chance with each other, cos he thinks he's too old for me..he's only 24 lolz...which is pretty older ( Read more... )

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gosh...there's nuttin to do!! grrr....no one's home so i cant talk to anyone...everyone's out partying and leaving me home all alone :( sniffle sniffle...welp...zach (the dude the ive been fooling around with) likes me now...but we went to the mall yesterday with friends and he insulted me sooo bad...i dont like him that much any more cos he's an ( Read more... )

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Silence
Only tears
As I press the blade
Against my pale skin

Red
The blood flows
From the wounds
Echoing my inner pain

Satisfaction
As I feel the knife
Slicing into me
I only deserve pain

Anguish
As I realize what I've done
I feel accomplishment
As I gaze at the marks upon my skin

Stares
People are horrified
Don't understand why
Neither do I

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Is this Love really meant to be?
Yes you say you love me,
Yes you say you care,
Yes i feel the love,
But is it really there.

Are we just fooling ourselves,
Are we to blind to see,
That what we think is love,
May not really be.

Will we be together forever,
Or will we drift apart,
You say you'll always love me,
But will you always keep the key to my heart.

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