Whoops. Forgot to update for November. It went by so fast!! But okay...here's November ( Read more... )

I almost forgot about my other journals. I'm always on myspace and xanga. I think I'm officially addicted. Oh well ( Read more... )

I forgot to update in August. I've grown so used to just going to check xanga and myspace. But I don't forget my roots ( Read more... )

*sigh* Nothing really to write about. Summer's almost over. I don't know where it went ( Read more... )

Damn. You know what I just realized? So far, in 2005, I've written ONE entry a month, since February. LoL craziness ( Read more... )

So...5 guys. Danny. Anthony. Justin. Andy. Robert. I swear, I've been single for a month? And these 5 strolled in, one right after the other. It would be flattering if they weren't blind liars ( Read more... )

3 weeks. I've been looking for myself for 3 weeks. In this time, I have not written, I have not read, and I've hardly eaten. I've been hanging out with a lot of my friends, which is good. I <3 them ( Read more... )

My head hurts from crying. Or perhaps it's punishment for letting myself cry over HIM.

He who hurt me more than anyone in my life.

On Monday, he yelled at me. And he yelled words that echoed in the halls, my head...words I will remember. Words HE KNOWS I will remember, because I don't forget anything.

Out of all the people in the world who could' ( Read more... )

Firm beliefs became flimsy. And nothing is the same. Nothing means what it meant before.

He blew hot air. He made promises that became nothing but words. Meaningless words, that my heart held dear.

He swore on things that he shouldn't have. His mother's grave. God. And now...

Promises once meant a lot to me. Promises meant it wouldn't happen. ( Read more... )

Right now, people are popping fireworks, or watching TV or doing nothing at all. And in all this, they are thinking about 2004. What they did, what they saw, what they found.

I'm talking to my friend, Camille. And I started spitting out these things I've never said before. Things like --

"You're the nicest to people and they step all over you. i ( Read more... )